Leaving again...
It's always hard to leave the car at 5.30am when the ride is over,
It's always hard to accept a bad ending to a good movie,
It's always hard to let go of the moment, and not hold on to the future,
It's always hard to accept an end to a love story,
It's always hard to accept that us can fall, even momentarily,
It's always hard to let go of a dream, to watch it tear you apart,
It's always hard to skip a ripped off page in a book you learned to love,
It's so much easier to feel love, when it had already stormed you away.
I'm a very impulsive person, and for that, I owe my apologies.
I'm not disappointed. Never.
I'm just sad.
Eventually, life breaks down into the very primal feelings...

9 Comments:
Hey Yazan
I hope you make it safely back to Japan to continue doing what you you have to do.
It'll pass in a blur belive me.
It was really nice meeting you.
January 05, 2007 6:00 PM
i don't think you should apologize for you feelings! embrace the moment and be. "this too shall pass".
love peace and light
http://brightlightwarriornika.wordpress.com/
January 08, 2007 12:48 AM
Hi Yazan, you never fail to sound a bit mysterious to me!
A very interesting blog, keep up the good work!
Regards
January 08, 2007 8:03 PM
If we didn't have these doses of "try some and lose some", I guess we humans (the ultimate consuming and unsatisfied creature) would never enjoy anything.
It is only (unfortunately), the bitter-sweet that gives the real taste to life...
January 23, 2007 10:30 PM
Don't you ever wonder what would happen if things went your way and then you discovered you didn't like them.. What happens is always for the best.. so have a nice time.
January 30, 2007 10:29 PM
Don't you ever wonder what would happen if things went your way and then you discovered you didn't like them.. What happens is always for the best.. so have a nice time.
January 30, 2007 10:54 PM
Don't you ever wonder what would happen if things went your way and then you discovered you didn't like them.. What happens is always for the best.. so have a nice time.
January 30, 2007 11:01 PM
"What happenes is alway for the best"-hard to say that that's right..."try some and lose some..to really enjoy"-that too seems to me hard to understand. These are just some excuses that we find to justify the reality of life.....probably too realistic..the best way? just to take the reality in the way it is, and trying to accept that we are taking the way already prepared for us, yeah we have to! cus there are only few things which we can deal with in a way we want to! and life? - "life breaks down into the very primal feelings..." (agree)
...then what makes us still to want to experience it? - first the fact of not having the other choice HA, HA, HA and second - the undeniable joy of human relations which makes this life enjoyable and pleasant:-) yeeea I knoooow not always butttttt still great when it works!!!
So here I am :p I am so happy that I got the chance to meet you my dear frind :-) and I am so happy to think that the world is round and not that big:-))(nowadays) and that I will be able to meet you again - even if in this virtual world:-) by the way I like this your blog and I still didn't change my mind about you - I mean I still think that I was right while saying that you could be a good writer:-) don't know, I just like the way you describe the different things in here.
Sooo my little bro (do I sound as too old? haha) be smart as usual and try to find a lot of good sides, people, things, feelings in your new "home".
Bye for now
TAMARA T... :-)))))
April 04, 2007 7:48 AM
Hmmmmm but still so so hard to say goodbye...yea I don't sound so optimistic anymore...cus its really hard :((((((
April 04, 2007 9:03 AM
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