يللي عيونك صاروا زمني...
اسمي ولوني ورقمي الوطني
عيونك مني عيونك فني
...!عيونك صاروا جنوني العلني
كلنا سوا - يللي عيونك
it's an amazing song... I was just lisetning to it the other day, when I realized that it's been a while since I actually felt that strong for someone, life is wierd sometime...
I used to obsess about this for a long while, I donno what happened, everything used to go smoothly, no sudden events.. no mind blowing breakups... it might be cuz it's been a hectic year.. but, is it normal not to feel freakishly lonely?!
2005, is a total grey year for me... grey as in no sudden urge to do anything... no rush to feel anything...
maybe I haven't met an intersting someone for a while... same faces going all over and again!!!! maybe i dont wanna get into anything that might turn to be the least serious, not at this point.. maybe it's all crap!
I'm quite sure I'm not turning gay, I would've noticed..
here I am, obsessing about me not obsessing.. this is turning wierd.. maybe I'm just waiting for the truth, delaying all my biotic and mental activities untill that german judge blows up this middle east, maybe some stuff will change then!
Yalli 3yonek mtl aldnieh... who might have such eyes?! I don't believe in eyes.. I feel like they're actually nothing.. all this talk about the eyes is crap, they're yet another abstracted moving organ!!! fingertips r my eyes... hair is my eys... why don't they write sth like "Yalli enfek mtl aldnieh...", honestly, forget all that bulshit about the truthful eyes, and look at it this way... if Charlize Theron didn't have such a graceful nose, it would've ruined everything, u wouldn't have noticed anything else except her crooked nose... no matter how beautiful her eyes are... nose is the hidden factor, behind the stage...
Bla wla shi, b7bek bla wla shi... anybody tried that kind of bliss... it's simply a fairy tale, I'm sure there are ppl who actually feel like that a lot of ppl.. but this doesn't mean that it's not a fairy tale... fairy tales can and MUST exist, we live our lives just looking for fairy tales... it's not fair if they didn't exist!!!!
all the drastic changes going on now, might be of one sole reason.. I can not find my fairy tale here... I couldn't.. and one year rest is enough!!! might be!